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1.
I Wish It So 03:40
I've an unrest inside me Oh, it's long I have had such an unrest inside me And it's gettin' real bad I'm sleepin' at night And my heart beats so loud that I wake All dizzy and light with the dreamin' and feelin this ache Such a thumpin' inside me That I think I'll go mad For I wish it so! What I wish I still don't know But it's bound to come Though so long to wait I keep saying "Tonight!" Or "Today!" through the endless days And my heart clamors and prays It will not come too late But when come it does In the shape of love or life I will give my life And my love, I know I've such grand aims With so many names That I grow numb But sure one is bound to come Because I wish, I wish it so It's the unrest inside me...
2.
When the sky is a bright canary yellow I forget every cloud I've ever seen, So they called me a cockeyed optimist Immature and incurably green. I have heard people rant and rave and bellow That we're done and we might as well be dead, But I'm only a cockeyed optimist And I can't get it into my head. I hear the human race Is falling on its face And hasn't very far to go, But ev'ry whippoorwill Is selling' me a bill, And telling me it just ain't so. I could say life is just a bowl of Jello And appear more intelligent and smart, But I'm stuck like a dope With a thing called hope, And I can't get it out of my heart! Not this heart…
3.
January and February were never so empty and grey. Tragically I feel like crying without you my darling, I’m dying. But let’s rather put it this way: Spring will be a little late this year A little late arriving in my lonely world over here For you have left me and where is our April [Incomprehensible] old? You have left me and winter continues cold As if to say spring will be a little slow to start A little slow reviving that music it made in my heart Yes, time heals all things so I needn't cling to this fear It's merely that spring will be a little late this year Spring will be a little late this year A little slow reviving that music it made in my heart Yes, time heals all things so I needn't cling to this fear It's merely that spring will be a little late, a little late this year The things I used to like, I don’t like anymore I want a lot of other things I’ve never had before. It’s just like Mother says: I sit around and mope. Pretending I am wonderful, and knowing I’m a dope. I'm as restless as a willow in a windstorm, I'm as jumpy as puppet on a string I'd say that I had spring fever, but I know it isn't spring I am starry eyed and vaguely discontented, like a nightingale without a song to sing O why should I have spring fever, when it isn't even spring I keep wishing I were someone else, walking down a strange new street And hearing words that I've never heard from a girl I've yet to meet I'm as busy as spider spinning daydreams, spinning spinning daydreams I'm as giddy as a baby on a swing I haven't seen a crocus or a rosebud, or a robin on the wing But I feel so gay in a melancholy way, that it might as well be spring It might as well be spring.
4.
Hey buds below ... up is where to grow Up with which below can't compare with. Hurry - it's lovely up here … Life down a hole takes an awful toll, What with not a soul there to share with Hurry - it's lovely up here! Wake up, bestir yourself, it's time that you disinter yourself You've got a spot to fill - a pot to fill And what a gift package of showers, sun and love You'll be met above everywhere with, Fondled and sniffed by millions who drift by, Life here is rosy - if you're a posy Hurry it's lovely here! Hey rhododend! Courage, little friend. Everything’ll end rhodo-dandy. Hurry - it's lovely up here … Bloom, buttercup! Buds are better up Where in case of nuptials you’re handy. Hurry - it's lovely up here … Climb up geranium, it can't be fun subterran-ium On the exterior, it's cheerier! RSVP peonies, pollinate the breeze, Make the queen of bees hot as brandy Come give at least a preview of East-ah!! Come up and see the hoot we're giving Come up and see the grounds for living Come poke your head out, Open up and spread out, Hurry it's lovely here!
5.
Raindrops on roses and whiskers on kittens Bright copper kettles and warm woolen mittens Brown paper packages tied up with strings These are a few of my favorite things Cream colored ponies and crisp apple strudels Door bells and sleigh bells and schnitzel with noodles Wild geese that fly with the moon on their wings These are a few of my favorite things Girls in white dresses with blue satin sashes Snowflakes that stay on my nose and eyelashes Silver white winters that melt into springs These are a few of my favorite things When the dog bites When the bee stings When I'm feeling sad I simply remember my favorite things And then I don't feel so... Girls in white dresses with blue satin sashes Snowflakes that stay on my nose and eyelashes Silver white winters that melt into springs These are a few of my favorite things When the dog bites When the bee stings When I'm feeling sad I simply remember my favorite things And then I don't feel Then I don’t feel Then I don’t feel Then I don’t feel - so - bad Then I don’t feel so bad
6.
I'll be home for Christmas You can plan on me Please have snow and mistletoe And presents on the tree Christmas Eve will find me Where the love light gleams I'll be home for Christmas If only in my dreams Christmas eve will find me Where the love light gleams I'll be home for Christmas If only in my dreams I'll be home for Christmas If only in my dreams You can reach me by railway, you can reach me by trailway You can reach me on an airplane, you can reach me with your mind You can reach me by caravan, cross the desert like an errant man I don't care how you get here, just get here if you can You can reach me by sailboat, climb a tree and swing rope to rope Take a sled and slide down the slope, into these arms of mine You can jump on a speedy colt, cross the border in a blaze of hope I don't care how you get here, just get here if you can There are hills and mountains between us Always something to get over If I had my way, you would be closer You can reach me by sailboat, climb a tree and swing rope to rope Take a sled and slide down the slope, into these arms of mine You can jump on a speedy colt, cross the border in a blaze of hope I don't care how you get here, just get here if you can You can windsurf into my life, take me up on a carpet ride I don't care how you get here, just get here if you can I don't care how you get here, just get here if you can I don't care how you get here If only in my dreams.
7.
Winter was warm, summer soft that year The winter was warm without a sign of frost Like winter lost its way that year It seems as I recall No blossoms fell that fall May didn't leave at all Or did love paint an illusion? Now trees with a sigh stand and shiver While their dreams fall and die, and all my dreams are there Wrapped up somewhere in summer leaves Oh, what I'd give to be To be in love again This year the winter is cold Will it ever be warm as it was then? It seems as I recall No blossoms fell that fall May didn't leave at all Or did love paint an illusion? Now trees with a sigh stand and shiver While their dreams fall and die, and all my dreams are there Wrapped up somewhere in summer leaves Oh, what I'd give to be To be in love again This year the winter is cold Will it ever be warm as it was then?
8.
Snow is snowing. Wind it is blowing I can weather the storm What do I care how much it may storm Got my love to keep me warm Can’t remember, worst December Watch those icicles form What do I care if icicles form Got my love to keep me warm Off with my overcoat off with my gloves Who needs an overcoat I'm burning with love Heart's on fire. Flame grows higher So I will weather the storm What do I care how much it may storm I've got my love to keep me warm. What do I care if icicles form Got my love to keep me warm Off with my overcoat off with my gloves Who needs an overcoat I'm burning with love Heart's on fire. Flame grows higher So I will weather the storm What do I care how much it may storm I've got my love to keep me warm.
9.
If music is no longer lovely, If laughter is no longer lilting, If lovers are no longer loving, Then I don't want to know. If summer is no longer carefree, If children are no longer singing, If people are no longer happy, Then I don't want to know. Let me hide ev'ry truth from my eyes with the back of my hand, Let me live in a world full of lies with my head in the sand. For my memories all are exciting. My memories all are enchanted, My memories burn in my head with a steady glow; So if, my friends, if love is dead, I don't want to know. Interlude If music is no longer lovely, Then I don't want to know. If children are no longer singing, Then I don't want to know. Let me hide ev'ry truth from my eyes with the back of my hand, Let me live in a world full of lies with my head in the sand. Haul out the holly Put up the tree before my spirit falls again Fill up the stocking I may be rushing things, but deck the halls again now For we need a little Christmas Right this very minute Candles in the window Carols at the spinet Yes, we need a little Christmas Right this very minute Hasn't snowed a single flurry, but Santa dear we're in a hurry Climb down the chimney Put up the brightest string of lights I’ve ever seen Slice up the fruit cake It's time we've hung some tinsel on the evergreen bough For we need a little music Need a little laughter Need a little singing, ringing through the rafter And we need a little snappy Happy ever after Need a little Christmas The best of times is now, What's left of summer but a faded rose! The best of times is now, As for tomorrow, well who knows, who knows! So hold this moment fast And live and love as hard as you know how And make this moment last Because the best of times is now, is now. We need a little Christmas now
10.
This Moment 02:23
This moment Perfect golden Grasp it, see it This moment Laughing happy Feel it, be it Curve of face Warmth of hands Butterfly Pin in place when it lands. Try, tr..y This moment Ripened bursting Taste it, name it This moment precious fleeting catch it frame it Curve of moon warmth of air willow bough Winter soon be aware now how This sadness aching reaching looking on At this moment present distant shining bubble touch it lose it Happy laughing perfect golden Gone.
11.
There's a new world coming, and it's just around the bend. There's a new world coming. This one's coming to an end. There's a new voice calling, you can hear it if you try. And it’s growing stronger with each day that passes by. There's a brand new morning, rising clear and sweet and free. There's a new day dawning, that belongs to you and me. Yes, a new world's coming, the one we've had visions of Coming in peace, coming in joy, coming in love. Coming in peace, coming in joy, coming in love. There's a new world coming, and it's just around the bend. There's a new world coming. This one's coming to an end. There's a new voice calling, you can hear it if you try. And it’s growing stronger with each day that passes by. There's a brand new morning, rising clear and sweet and free. There's a new day dawning, that belongs to you and me. Yes, a new world's coming, the one we've had visions of Coming in peace, coming in joy, coming in love. Coming in love, coming in love.
12.
There's always tomorrow, for dreams to come true Believe in your dreams come what may There's always tomorrow with so much to do And so little time in a day We all pretend the rainbow has an end And you'll be there my friend someday There's always tomorrow for dreams to come true Tomorrow is not far away We all pretend the rainbow has an end And you'll be there my friend someday There's always tomorrow for dreams to come true Tomorrow is not far away

about

When I undertook creating a holiday cabaret, there was no thought for an album in my head. I was at that pandemic point where I could barely get through the day. I wanted to see my family. I couldn’t walk outside of our apartment without wondering if I’d contract the virus. I missed my friends; the worry was overwhelming. The opportunity to craft a solo evening presented itself and I was hungry for anything to distract me from my crazy-brain and my growing torpor. What did it matter?, I thought. The evening would probably get Covid-cancelled anyway.

Turns out the crafting was a lifeline back to myself. And to what I was missing - all of you.

And I realized that there were a million songs I wanted to sing besides holiday tunes we all love, tunes that could tell the stories I love about my people and remind you of your people, evoke the same joy and nostalgia that we feel at the end of the year, and inspire hope, exuberance, compassion not just at the holidays but going forward. (Lots of commas…hmmmm.) And it worked, and now it’s an album.  There are perhaps more “spring” songs than one might choose for a holiday album... but why not?!?

So what happens after I wish, I hope? Another album.

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released November 6, 2021

Howard Breitbart, Music Director & Arranger
Matt Conner, Executive Producer
Warren Freeman, Producer
Blaine Misner, Engineer
Recorded at Cue Studio, VA 5/21/21

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Susan Derry Alexandria, Virginia

Susan Derry brightens any venue she steps into. With a mix of vulnerability and strength, charm and good humor, Susan brings authenticity to her work as an actor and cabaret artist. An ingenue who is at once grown-up and ageless, she dazzles as leading lady, singer and storyteller, and newly-minted recording artist. ... more

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